I hate that I should be happy, but aren't, because I suck so much lately. Sometimes I wonder if there's any turning back, or if I just secretly like being this much of a loner (in the weirdest, most obscure of ways).
I seriously felt like I was in a nightmare today, bad things just kept happening right after another, multiple times-- I wanted to wake up so bad!!!!
Here's to the New Year, and hoping that I will change. (and have the time to scan things in properly before handing them-- and by them I mean "my babies!"-- to some higher-ups for an extended amount of time.)
