I would like to stop making the same mistakes over and over.
Feel like I've crossed some sort of barrier where I need a new routine, as I've grown tired of my current one, even though there's no checklist of sorts that exists and a life routine sounds awful.
My 1 1/2-year NYC anniversary just passed.
Still don't know how time is moving this fast... everything feeling like it's slipping away only exacerbates my anxiety and unease regarding where I am in my life and makes the time go faster as I remain stalled and panicked. It seems as though I've gone from feeling nebulous and like I have an infinite, abstract amount of time to feeling like I've lost everything and have about 4 years left to live within a matter of months wtf. #chill